AI Chronicles Part 2 - Waiting
I guess waiting is going to be a big part of this whole thing. Right now I'm waiting to see if R responds. Waiting for his answer. If it's yes, I have to wait for the right moment in my cycle, all the way in December. If I have a successful insemination, I still have to wait a couple of weeks to be able to test. If I test pregnant, then it's the BIG waiting game. :)
Times like this I wish I was a patient person.
I'm actually glad I'm going to work this lovely (yet still dark) Monday morning. Plenty of stuff to keep my mind busy what with the kids swimming, and concert practice (Concert is coming up in only a few weeks OMFGNO).
It'll be interesting to see what my friends at work say. If they've seen my recent Facebook statuses regarding this decision of mine, I have a feeling I'm going to have a bit of explaining to do. Roelien will think I'm nuts. Anzel will probably say go for it.
Thing is, I'm honestly not as financially stable as I want to be, but I don't know how long it will take to get there. The idea of getting pregnant gives me something to strive for in regards to everything including my studies. If I become a qualified teacher, I can earn more. I can go into fields that will allow me to earn more. I want to get back into the habit of writing, which is why I'm trying to post something every day now. I want to write a series of children's books.
I feel motivated for the first time in months.
But I've still got to wait. >_> I'm not a patient person!
Times like this I wish I was a patient person.
I'm actually glad I'm going to work this lovely (yet still dark) Monday morning. Plenty of stuff to keep my mind busy what with the kids swimming, and concert practice (Concert is coming up in only a few weeks OMFGNO).
It'll be interesting to see what my friends at work say. If they've seen my recent Facebook statuses regarding this decision of mine, I have a feeling I'm going to have a bit of explaining to do. Roelien will think I'm nuts. Anzel will probably say go for it.
Thing is, I'm honestly not as financially stable as I want to be, but I don't know how long it will take to get there. The idea of getting pregnant gives me something to strive for in regards to everything including my studies. If I become a qualified teacher, I can earn more. I can go into fields that will allow me to earn more. I want to get back into the habit of writing, which is why I'm trying to post something every day now. I want to write a series of children's books.
I feel motivated for the first time in months.
But I've still got to wait. >_> I'm not a patient person!