I lost my job on Wends...I'm not upset, I hated it anyway, and hopefully my unemployment will kick in....however, the company wishes to fight it. the company has been going under for over a year now, so I kind of planned on it occurring, what I did not take into account is that Unemployment takes so long-not to mention, the company I worked for wants to fight me on it. Almost everyone has no fear that I will get it, however, I hate the shadow of doubt regardless
I have been filled with a nervous sort of energy since, however. I have been getting much accomplished, but I get nervous about the future.
Last night I had an odd dream maybe you can help with. In the first part of the dream, I was fishing and caught a large bluefish about 2 or 3ft long...it was bright blue and I spent a day taking it everywhere with me, showing everyone that I caught it...all this time, It never died...it's gills kept moving.
Then, somehow when I went to gut the fish it turned into a young white cat, or older kitten. My father wanted to kill it, then to have me gut it as if it were still a fish, however I realized it had changed and I saved it. Turns out it was the same kitten from a previous dream a year or two ago named Ophelia.
http://kit-wilde.livejournal.com/20411.html After I saved her I was lying on my bed petting her much like I would pet any of my other cats, I noticed she 2 spots on her back which felt like they could be ticks....she was thin, and her fur was a little unkempt looking. She then spoke to me telling me that she was "An outdoor cat, and needs to Roam" expressing her displeasure at me attempting to keep her indoors.
This dream means something, but I can't get a handle on it...Do you have any ideas?