confuselled

[kit_newton]

Why is whenever i try to do something it fucks up? i feel like giving up, it seems so hopeless. What doesn't help things is that everynight before i go to sleep i try to think about her and it isn't her face that appears. Thats what worries me - i thought i was making so much effort because i really liked her, i mean i do really like her but why is it i end up thinking so much of someone else?

that monk idea is looking more attractive each day