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I did not, in fact, get the job I wanted to get.
This year has been full of so many disappointments for me. I've been so hopeful about so many things and I don't think any of them have worked out. I am slowly and begrudgingly becoming a pessimist.
I am not one to blame things on other people so I take responsibility for my own failures, its just hard when they come one after another. I need a break, soon. I need something good to happen for me. I just can't figure out how to make that happen.
This year has been full of so many disappointments for me. I've been so hopeful about so many things and I don't think any of them have worked out. I am slowly and begrudgingly becoming a pessimist.
I am not one to blame things on other people so I take responsibility for my own failures, its just hard when they come one after another. I need a break, soon. I need something good to happen for me. I just can't figure out how to make that happen.