Sep 27, 2004 01:34
Yes Jeff if you're reading this I said Grrr... Anyways I have come to realize that I am a jealous person. And don't think I am putting myself down, because it's true. I just have finally realized it. And I hate it. I shouldn't be jealous but I am. I feel like a part of something is being threated to me.
Oh goody the room might flood again just what I wanted to hear. Man this sucks I hope it doesn't.
Why am I sooo stupid? Wow, maybe I am putting myself down tonight. But oh well anyways. I think I'm stupid, but what can I do? And it's not the duh kind of stupid ok. It's another kind of why are you doing this when you know the truth. Wow can I be any more cryptic?
Prolly not cuz if you're smart you have figured out what I am talking about. Oh and if you're worried about me just email me. Ok? Ok.
Anyways, GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There that kinda felt better not really. "But that's other than the point!!"
I still haven't made up my mind about the whole situtation of school. I still think it's back home for me. And I won't forget all you guy here at USF trust me. And Amber if I do leave I'll come vist you. I just haven't made up my mind yet. But as for right now I don't want to stay here for 4 years.
I don't know what to do. Help me.