*sigh*
I'm here at USF, been here for 2 days now. And am seriously thinking I should've applied to UCF. And not because of him but because it would be closer to home. Anyways back to the main topic of this journal. I hung out with him on Friday and we had this interesting conversation on Sunday night. He said he was going to look for a gf on his campus and that I should find someone on mine. He said that and I had to keep from crying on the phone with him. :( It was sad he just seems way too caring to be just my friend. I think he's trying to drop a hint but I could be wrong or I just might be to blind to see it. IDK. So I only have one class today. Hmmm not too bad. But I still miss him and I didn't get to talk to him when he said I could call because he turned his phone off. I figure he went to bed. *sigh*
Everyone says the don't know what to do and then one person says he' snot worth it. Yeah I won't believe that till I have tried all my possible options. But lke my one friend said I hope he's not leading you on. Which he better not be. But I still say I screwed up on Friday when I was with him. Because #1 I acted shy and didn't want to play this one video game. #2 I should have sat with him that one time he asked me to. I don't know why I didn't and why I was afraid.
This sucks I need to talk to him. And I think he's asleep or has class not sure he hasn't checked his email yet.
♥ to him.
Everyone says the don't know what to do and then one person says he' snot worth it. Yeah I won't believe that till I have tried all my possible options. But lke my one friend said I hope he's not leading you on. Which he better not be. But I still say I screwed up on Friday when I was with him. Because #1 I acted shy and didn't want to play this one video game. #2 I should have sat with him that one time he asked me to. I don't know why I didn't and why I was afraid.
This sucks I need to talk to him. And I think he's asleep or has class not sure he hasn't checked his email yet.
♥ to him.