Jul 30, 2008 21:11
So I got played. I guess Buckner love was meant to be just that: some whimiscal summer fling, playful and gone just like the cool breezes. There's no getting it back either, those times, Buckner, the atmosphere, it's done. Maybe it was just something that could only blossom under those conditions.
I'm sad. I really liked him, but apparently he liked his ex more. To be led on for 4 weeks is not a great feeling. However, it was something that made Buckner the best summer of my life. I wouldn't change a thing; except that this didn't end its course now.
Is it sad that I'm still holding out? I deserve better than that shit, but oh well. Moving on is the hardest part, I guess.