what hurts the most
my heart is heavy...
i tear up, maybe i need a vacation (maybe)? more like i do.
hung out with joey, and his friends last night.
he cares, it shows, in a different way.
it gets easier being alone in the apartment i think, it almost didnt bother me yesterday at all. i felt safer than i have expected to.
this is what im supposed to do:
tell him we cant be anything more than just friends
its simple enough, but i just cant see myself forming the words, and saying them.
me and rascal flatts...
one option, being up here all summer, ill be so lonely i know it. alone in this apartment :(
i think a part of my problem is that i see some things as being very black and white...no shades of gray.
went out to breakfast with erik today. he wanted to pay, i didnt let him.
i tear up, maybe i need a vacation (maybe)? more like i do.
hung out with joey, and his friends last night.
he cares, it shows, in a different way.
it gets easier being alone in the apartment i think, it almost didnt bother me yesterday at all. i felt safer than i have expected to.
this is what im supposed to do:
tell him we cant be anything more than just friends
its simple enough, but i just cant see myself forming the words, and saying them.
me and rascal flatts...
one option, being up here all summer, ill be so lonely i know it. alone in this apartment :(
i think a part of my problem is that i see some things as being very black and white...no shades of gray.
went out to breakfast with erik today. he wanted to pay, i didnt let him.