him....

[kistie4now]

i live with memories that haunt my dreams and torture my hours that i am awake
i loved him
i still love him

i miss his smile
and the way his laugh sounded
the touch of his lips
and the comfort of his arms around me

i hate it when i dwell on the past.......
especially since...

im now questioning love once again
i find comfort in the arms of another
i smile when i hear his laugh
and his smile makes nothing else around me, matter

what do i do, when im torn between two things. remember the past, and live the present. or.................?????????????