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how come guys fall instantaneously in love with my best friend...but i have a hard time getting guys to date me?
i need a guy who i can be a geek in front of and not feel stupid.
i need a guy to get excited about the little stuff that im excited about...even if he thinks its stupid...he should get excited just cause i am.
i need a guy who will let me be right sometimes...especially when i am right. dont pick stupid little fights about everything...what a waste of time and breath.
i need a guy who will let me go on my rampages about whatever...and then be mad with me...then calm me down and tell me nicely if and why im wrong.
i need a guy who i dont feel stupid or gross eating and being messy in front of in case i spill it all over the front of me.
i need a guy who will let me be myself...whoever i feel like being for that day. if im in a bad mood and happen to cuss he needs to be okay with that and understand and not give me crap. but keep me in line and care enough to not let me go out and do drugs.
i need a guy whos gonna apologize when he cant hang out with me for whatever reason after he already said he would.
i need a guy to call me to talk and not just expect me to call.
i need a guy whos parents dont want me dead and who dont judge me according to my family.
i need a guy who will open doors for me but still treat me like a big girl.
i dont get whats wrong with guys lately. or maybe just whats wrong with me. its so stupid. i almost have the need to be in a real relationship right now. ive never had a real relationship with anyone...and i really feel thats what i need right now. ive never wanted one or even enjoyed the thought of one...ive always been perfectly happy with being single and being able to flirt with whoever i wanted whenever i wanted. but now...i need something more. im tired of guys and their retardedness. id love to know theres more out there than the ridiculous rude insensative jerks ive been around lately. for some reason im just not the girl you date. im not the girl that guys want to pursue. i dont get what makes me different but appearantly i am...and this time its not a good thing. this time im not okay with it.
i need a guy who i can be a geek in front of and not feel stupid.
i need a guy to get excited about the little stuff that im excited about...even if he thinks its stupid...he should get excited just cause i am.
i need a guy who will let me be right sometimes...especially when i am right. dont pick stupid little fights about everything...what a waste of time and breath.
i need a guy who will let me go on my rampages about whatever...and then be mad with me...then calm me down and tell me nicely if and why im wrong.
i need a guy who i dont feel stupid or gross eating and being messy in front of in case i spill it all over the front of me.
i need a guy who will let me be myself...whoever i feel like being for that day. if im in a bad mood and happen to cuss he needs to be okay with that and understand and not give me crap. but keep me in line and care enough to not let me go out and do drugs.
i need a guy whos gonna apologize when he cant hang out with me for whatever reason after he already said he would.
i need a guy to call me to talk and not just expect me to call.
i need a guy whos parents dont want me dead and who dont judge me according to my family.
i need a guy who will open doors for me but still treat me like a big girl.
i dont get whats wrong with guys lately. or maybe just whats wrong with me. its so stupid. i almost have the need to be in a real relationship right now. ive never had a real relationship with anyone...and i really feel thats what i need right now. ive never wanted one or even enjoyed the thought of one...ive always been perfectly happy with being single and being able to flirt with whoever i wanted whenever i wanted. but now...i need something more. im tired of guys and their retardedness. id love to know theres more out there than the ridiculous rude insensative jerks ive been around lately. for some reason im just not the girl you date. im not the girl that guys want to pursue. i dont get what makes me different but appearantly i am...and this time its not a good thing. this time im not okay with it.