I Am Content.
Things are good.
I am completely happy right now with the way everything is.
There are several factors that would have been very bothersome to me back at the beginning of the year, but I like them this way right now. This is how things should have been for a long time. But I was just very afraid of change and afraid of new things. Afraid that if I fixed things the way that I knew they should be--that I would be alone. But I've never felt more loved in my entire life. Things have changed so incredibly much, and I know they're gonna change even more in the next few months. But I think I can handle that. I'm ready for it. I'm not saying it won't be hard...I'm just saying I'm more prepared for it now than I was before.
You start to realize what things and what people really matter the most...its the little things that count. One of my favorite quotes says something along the lines of *when you put God first, everything falls into its proper place...or falls completely out of your life if it isn't important*. Good thing to remember.
I know there are several people who probably aren't very happy with me right now. But like I said...somethings just have to change. Changes are hard but I had to do what I had to do to make my life better. I wasn't as happy as I could have been. Too much drama and contention all the time when there didn't need to be. A change of scenery does wonders.
Yeah I'm probably not making much sense to a lot of you right now but thats totally okay. I just felt the need to express that I'm happy now. And I honestly don't regret the adjustments I'm made in my life. They should have been made sooner. Things are good now.
*loves*
I am completely happy right now with the way everything is.
There are several factors that would have been very bothersome to me back at the beginning of the year, but I like them this way right now. This is how things should have been for a long time. But I was just very afraid of change and afraid of new things. Afraid that if I fixed things the way that I knew they should be--that I would be alone. But I've never felt more loved in my entire life. Things have changed so incredibly much, and I know they're gonna change even more in the next few months. But I think I can handle that. I'm ready for it. I'm not saying it won't be hard...I'm just saying I'm more prepared for it now than I was before.
You start to realize what things and what people really matter the most...its the little things that count. One of my favorite quotes says something along the lines of *when you put God first, everything falls into its proper place...or falls completely out of your life if it isn't important*. Good thing to remember.
I know there are several people who probably aren't very happy with me right now. But like I said...somethings just have to change. Changes are hard but I had to do what I had to do to make my life better. I wasn't as happy as I could have been. Too much drama and contention all the time when there didn't need to be. A change of scenery does wonders.
Yeah I'm probably not making much sense to a lot of you right now but thats totally okay. I just felt the need to express that I'm happy now. And I honestly don't regret the adjustments I'm made in my life. They should have been made sooner. Things are good now.
*loves*