May 02, 2005 22:47
"When the world turns its back on you, you gotta turn your back on the world."
--Timon
The Lion King
I think I've figured out the reason I've never been "into" everything. All this highschool crap that people get so excited about that I think is no big deal and really stupid. The reason I've never been a part of the whole highschool crowd...the reason I'm not sad about leaving early...the reason I don't feel like I'm gonna be missing anything. Cause everything I try to be a part of crap and everytime I start to look forward to things...it blows up in my face and I get screwed and hurt and disappointed. Nothing ever works out. Ever ever. Why? I don't know. This is my life. "Things couldn't possibly get any worse!-sighs-Then the clouds opened up and God said 'I hate you Alf-Alfa'" Yep thats from Little Rascals. Thats my favorite part of the whole movie. Cause I think that everyday. *Then the clouds opened up and God said 'I hate you Alisha'*
See if I miss you.
See if I miss any of it at all.
The only part I will miss is the part I never got to experience--the good parts.
I hate you times ten.