I need some big time BALANCE.
My LJ pretty much portrays how my life is right now.Lifeless.Nothing fascinating and how ironic that sounds cause it's after all,the holidays.I would try to refrain myself from going out often cause that is when my wallet gets damaged.Well, it is not well-stashed to begin with anyway.Ok,mental note(keeping this to myself).Ugh,sometimes it can be just so frustrating when I know that I need it so badly but at the same time something just keeps holding me back -which is none other than myself.Come to think of it,the situation's not complicated at all.I'm the one who's just complicating matters.Bummer.I need balance right now.I know a way to find balance but stupid thoughts always come crashing like a tidal wave:\ Oh how? On the contrary,I have quite a few things to update about but my thoughts(again) are all messed up.So before anything else comes to waste, I better get my butt off here.Till I'm thinking straight then.GoodNight,or technically,morning.