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Why do i always end up doing that...holding back my feelings? It only causes me more stress. I use to just explode...like if i had a problem..or didn't like what you were doing - you'd know about it right then and there...and so would the whole 5 mile radius around us. haa. I miss those days..screaming at people b/c they were dumb. I think I'm just getting to the point and I'm starting to care about people's feelings...and i guess thats a good thing, but at the same time....it's like i'm letting go of a part of me that i held so dear..and part of me that people loved (well when they weren't the ones getting yelled at...haa). I guess it's just part of growing up...we'll see what happens to me in the next couple of years. And that lead me into saying that as hard as growing up is...I love it...i love having to take a look back at my life and figure everything out. Having to figure out why i reacted a certain way...and why i do the things i do...its such an important part of understanding yourself....
Sorry this entry is a bit boring...ahh..guess what! Work woke me up today..and told me to come in early..and i was like.." BUT I"M SLEEPING!" - alright back up..i never screamed that at them..lol...but thats what i was thinking. I went it around 11:15ish...ahh...i just have been craving sleep lately..and everytime i try to lay down for a nice night of uninterrupted dreams...my brain starts moving at like "100 second per hour"...so i can never fall asleep..I hate it!
I LOVE BRANDON PETCAUGH!!!!!!