Whats good?!
Hello Hello. Not much going on with me. Just got back from up north last night sandi and I wne tup on sunday and came back last night just her me and ella. It was really nice. On monday we helped "raise the roof" lol they are building a grage and the family got together to help it was fun. Have not really seen m,uch of that family. And it was nice to hear them say I look very good. Some times that is really nice to hear. I was so ecited to ba able to show my family the jeans I got on friday I only had one pari and new going up north they would get dirty so after bawling in 3 stores and could not get any one to go shoping with me ( I guess going to the bar is more important) I wen tto vanity and got two pair of jeans for 14.98! family said I looked nice and were very supportive. Got to spend alot of time with my grandpa. He went out to show my cousin mitchelle how to use the aget polisher and I wne tout with to learn and get to spend some time with him. then on tuesday moring when we were leaving he was very awake and was talking and looked so good! I love this time that I am able to get to know him a little bit better I am vary sad it took this long. Today is My daddys birthday!!! Candi and I said happy birthday uesterday when we were still there but of course I will call him today also. He arranged his dr app so he could be down here on oct 6th so we could go to dinner for my birthday. I am very excited and cant wait for themn to come back down told candi we need to make another trip up around moms birthday and thanksgiving try to make up more often. On Tuesday we meet some cousins Miranda and Dee at the mall in duluth and did some shopping and meet for a smoothie it was really nice they are sisters and are close in age like candi and I its nice. I keep thinknig about moving up there and with the way I feel my friendships going I am not sure anything other then ella and Candi are really keeping me here. I feel so lonely all the time like all I am good for is some to hang out with when Jamie is too busy. I know I need to get help and I know this is just the depression talking. I will get better soon. Well I should get back to work.