I am still alive!
I know I have not really been very good at updating but I am super busy! I have been working ALOT. I am now working at childrens hospital. I am working in admitting. Not nearly as wonderful as you might think. I am "casual" so I do not get set hours and for any one who knows me I am so not good at the whole not knowing when I will work and such. But I deal with it as I do not really have a choice. I am looknig for a job as a nurse here but I have to stay with this for 6 months befor I can move within the Hospital. I love working with children!
I am also very busy with making all the final prep for my surgury. I am having Gastric Bypass on Dec 13th. I have worked very hard for 2 years and am finally reaching my dreams. I should be more frightned but I am not. I am just excited and want to get it over with and get healthy. All my life I have been over weight. I really hate it. I mean I do not care what others think and I am not doing it for any but ME! I want to see Ella graduate and get married and who knowns maybe some day I will get married. I doubt it but maybe!
Speaking of the love of my life. Ella is now 5 months old! I never knew you could love someone so much that it hurts. I love her with all my heart. she is one of the greatest things that has EVER happened to me. Made me relaize life is worth so much more then I have ever thought about. All those lonely sad nights crying my self to sleep. If I would have known then what ella has tought me I would not have worried so much about it.
My friends are doing wonderfully. Mikandra and Brad are moving in together. As of the 1st of the year. I reallly like Brad and he is so good for her. Jamie is working a new job. I guess she likes it I am not really sure she gives me a diffrent answer every night and none of them are that great but she never seems to complain that she does not like it. Megan and rob are having a baby boy. Noah Robert is due on Jan 11th I am so excited! a boy finally!!! Tim is well Tim I tlak to him as much as I can and i know when he finally leaves for a job I am really going to miss him ALOT. Kay and Mitchell are doing well kay may have gotten a new job today. I hope I hope I hope! I am very proud of them they have been in thier house for just over a year now. And hanging on very strong. Jeremy and Molly are now expecting a child. We all just found out. it is all so exciteing. So much is going on and everything aroung is changing.
My parents are up north now. They are there wed night thru monday sometimes tuesday mom always has tuesday off and is working both jobs right now. Dad is doing what dad does best. wathcing tv and relaxing. His brain injury is reeally a hard thing to deal with you never know what will happen. Candi is working. Ella is being a baby and Derrick is being a SUPER dad! I am looking for an appartment. well kinda I am really at a crossroads in my life. I havechanged alot of things in my life and hae been working on my life since 11th grade. Changing things about me that I do not like. ok I am done rambling! I beeter get back to work lol
I am also very busy with making all the final prep for my surgury. I am having Gastric Bypass on Dec 13th. I have worked very hard for 2 years and am finally reaching my dreams. I should be more frightned but I am not. I am just excited and want to get it over with and get healthy. All my life I have been over weight. I really hate it. I mean I do not care what others think and I am not doing it for any but ME! I want to see Ella graduate and get married and who knowns maybe some day I will get married. I doubt it but maybe!
Speaking of the love of my life. Ella is now 5 months old! I never knew you could love someone so much that it hurts. I love her with all my heart. she is one of the greatest things that has EVER happened to me. Made me relaize life is worth so much more then I have ever thought about. All those lonely sad nights crying my self to sleep. If I would have known then what ella has tought me I would not have worried so much about it.
My friends are doing wonderfully. Mikandra and Brad are moving in together. As of the 1st of the year. I reallly like Brad and he is so good for her. Jamie is working a new job. I guess she likes it I am not really sure she gives me a diffrent answer every night and none of them are that great but she never seems to complain that she does not like it. Megan and rob are having a baby boy. Noah Robert is due on Jan 11th I am so excited! a boy finally!!! Tim is well Tim I tlak to him as much as I can and i know when he finally leaves for a job I am really going to miss him ALOT. Kay and Mitchell are doing well kay may have gotten a new job today. I hope I hope I hope! I am very proud of them they have been in thier house for just over a year now. And hanging on very strong. Jeremy and Molly are now expecting a child. We all just found out. it is all so exciteing. So much is going on and everything aroung is changing.
My parents are up north now. They are there wed night thru monday sometimes tuesday mom always has tuesday off and is working both jobs right now. Dad is doing what dad does best. wathcing tv and relaxing. His brain injury is reeally a hard thing to deal with you never know what will happen. Candi is working. Ella is being a baby and Derrick is being a SUPER dad! I am looking for an appartment. well kinda I am really at a crossroads in my life. I havechanged alot of things in my life and hae been working on my life since 11th grade. Changing things about me that I do not like. ok I am done rambling! I beeter get back to work lol