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ive been so stressed and frustrated and unhappy lately
school is such a bitch, i want to get out of it
not having a car sucks majoorrrr ass
because ive done absolutely nothing but work
work work work work work
i work so much, arby's calls me so much to work
i dont get scheduled as many hours as i want, but...
i take a lot of people's shifts for them and i work, a lot.
i neeed the money, for car insurance and shit, but..
i dont even have a car right now >_<
i feel sick .
i haven't been doing as well in school as i would want.
there are so many dilemmas in life right now,
i wish that i could think more positively, but
everytime i want to another thing comes up.
all of my conflicts are always around me
i think that what is going on right now..
is pretty pathetic, but i don't think it's going to change.
there's not enough will-power for it. stubborness...that's what.
i wish i could move to the philippines, and go to school there.
i'm serious, i think it would be good for me.
i hate how i overreact with some things...
but my overreactions have made me realize some things
i wish i never got into any accidents, so many screw ups
that fucking girl who hit me, ughh i want to punch her.
i'm full of so much anger towards people,
i wish i could just calm down.. i mean, i am pretty calm
i avoid all conflicts now. which is good.
i don't know what i really want to say.
on another note.. i'm happy that i've been going to so many concerts
this sunday i'm seeing story of the year, anberlin, monty are i, and greeley estates
woo, for free too! i'm excitedd!!!
that's the only thing that makes me happy now a days. concerts. music is life.
and, uh.. good night.
*kristin*
school is such a bitch, i want to get out of it
not having a car sucks majoorrrr ass
because ive done absolutely nothing but work
work work work work work
i work so much, arby's calls me so much to work
i dont get scheduled as many hours as i want, but...
i take a lot of people's shifts for them and i work, a lot.
i neeed the money, for car insurance and shit, but..
i dont even have a car right now >_<
i feel sick .
i haven't been doing as well in school as i would want.
there are so many dilemmas in life right now,
i wish that i could think more positively, but
everytime i want to another thing comes up.
all of my conflicts are always around me
i think that what is going on right now..
is pretty pathetic, but i don't think it's going to change.
there's not enough will-power for it. stubborness...that's what.
i wish i could move to the philippines, and go to school there.
i'm serious, i think it would be good for me.
i hate how i overreact with some things...
but my overreactions have made me realize some things
i wish i never got into any accidents, so many screw ups
that fucking girl who hit me, ughh i want to punch her.
i'm full of so much anger towards people,
i wish i could just calm down.. i mean, i am pretty calm
i avoid all conflicts now. which is good.
i don't know what i really want to say.
on another note.. i'm happy that i've been going to so many concerts
this sunday i'm seeing story of the year, anberlin, monty are i, and greeley estates
woo, for free too! i'm excitedd!!!
that's the only thing that makes me happy now a days. concerts. music is life.
and, uh.. good night.
*kristin*