Feb 26, 2006 23:42
Fine, I resolve to not delete this and even update it once in a while...if you resolve to comment more. Deal?
I love SU and I love my friends here, but I miss home like nobody's business. I haven't seen my family since January. I miss my brother's idiocies and my mother's annoying 10 am inquiries about dinner. I miss my smelly dog (of course) and my dad's strong silence.
Tonight my boyfriend and best friends all got together and drank, while i glued myself to a biology book in a hole five hours away. I don't remember the last time the gang got together and drank. I remember when we all used to be inseperable. I wish I could have been there. I hope they miss me as much as I miss them.
I might not be saying this so drastically come May, but right now all I'm looking forward to is summer. It doesn't stop snowing in Syracuse...ever. I dream of the beach. I can't wait until summer nights and trips and spur of the moment everything. I guess what I'm saying is...I miss you Nashua.
I pulled out my old punk CDs today...what a blast from the past. So now here I sit...listening to worn-through CDs from "back then," semi-absorbed (this update doesnt qualify as procrastination or anything...) in the realities of the present, while painfully anticipating the future.
...It's kind of a funny feeling