Update..
Only a few things in this life of mine are going how I want...aka, me and claude, and being ready to settle down. Yet, I'm 18, and apparently too young to marry so early, though; my mother did get married while she was 19...we just don't have the money.
I hate my job with all the energy i have. Going to work puts a damper on my life. checks that are on average 130+ dollars can't get you to college or an apartment..or the must....A CAR. I've had my license for a while now, but no car of my own. I bought liz's moms old buick a long time before, and it ended up blowing up on the highway...to my college interview...
I have pink eye, or something of that sort, and i should not have been serving people yesterday at work, it is a health code violation...but no one seemed to care. my doctors appointment is tomorrow for it, and if he says what we think it is, I have to take off work until it clears...which is bad only because i need money.
i would like to go shopping for myself sometime...get some pants that actually fit, since in the past 7 months now i have lost a good 30lbs and nothing is fitting properly...and though it's a good thing, i hate not having anything to wear. made me hate the fact i'm not going back to school and the fact my sister and mom came in the other day with a bag of pants for my sister for school...jealously sucks.
i guess claude is on his way over , on his bike. his dad is a dick and took away his insurance, and wants to still send him away in the military. my baby could get a job if his father acted like a father and helped his son fix his damn car...makes me sick to my stomach thinking about it.
all in good time, things will look up, i hope....
i love you claude, remeber, you're keeping me here right now.
<3chelsea
rochelle and miranda, we need to hang out asap
I hate my job with all the energy i have. Going to work puts a damper on my life. checks that are on average 130+ dollars can't get you to college or an apartment..or the must....A CAR. I've had my license for a while now, but no car of my own. I bought liz's moms old buick a long time before, and it ended up blowing up on the highway...to my college interview...
I have pink eye, or something of that sort, and i should not have been serving people yesterday at work, it is a health code violation...but no one seemed to care. my doctors appointment is tomorrow for it, and if he says what we think it is, I have to take off work until it clears...which is bad only because i need money.
i would like to go shopping for myself sometime...get some pants that actually fit, since in the past 7 months now i have lost a good 30lbs and nothing is fitting properly...and though it's a good thing, i hate not having anything to wear. made me hate the fact i'm not going back to school and the fact my sister and mom came in the other day with a bag of pants for my sister for school...jealously sucks.
i guess claude is on his way over , on his bike. his dad is a dick and took away his insurance, and wants to still send him away in the military. my baby could get a job if his father acted like a father and helped his son fix his damn car...makes me sick to my stomach thinking about it.
all in good time, things will look up, i hope....
i love you claude, remeber, you're keeping me here right now.
<3chelsea
rochelle and miranda, we need to hang out asap