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Well, I thought that July 19,2005 was the worst that could EVER happen, but boy was I wrong. I was totally wrong about everything and I cant believe I let someone get close. That's the last time I let anyone get close. It feels like he doesn't care and that hurts soo much. He probably wishes that we never dated or that we event met. Ohh, how I can't wait for 1st period tomorrow. . . (and just for the record I'm not be sarcastic) I gave him my heart and he broke it. And if he thinks that roses and a note is going to make everything better he has another thing coming. He wants it over, its over (great way to spend our 7th month anniversary, huh?)He lost me and that it, I'm never going to love him again, or anyone else in that matter. I felt soo stupid, mostly because I know that its all my fault. Me and my BIG mouth. The worst part is that he say he regrets it, and if I could do all over again, I'd do it the same way and he wouldn't(ouch, are you feeling the love, cause I sure ain't?). I know that I wasn't good enough for him but he wouldn't take no for an answer, (now I'm sure he wishes he did). He's such an asshole,it would have been better if he just said that he didn't love me and he never did and never will. I feel soo stupid like the only thing I'm good for is . . . I don't even know what I'm good for.