i seriously am loosing it

[kissuholic]

whom i hated through the whole series, in the end becomes the man, who loved his work more than his life. Literally. Wow, just wow. My ovations. One of the saddest deaths that could ever happen.

I have one episode left. I'm hesitating to watch it, because i know i won't be able to fall asleep because of too many emotions. And the lost of my meaning of life.
Need a cold shower. With a hot naked Lee MinHo in it.