Hola, amigos! How are you all doing??
This will be the most vain way to start of an entry, but i fell in love. with myself. to be more exact, with a picture of myself. I'm sorry, can't help it, i simply love everything about this picture:
For once i think i look cute, hair gel became the best friend of my fringe, thus, i had a perfect hair day, i'm in love with my awesome shirt, i love the bunny ears, i finally bought a black jacket of which i was dreaming for quite a long time and to me it looks like some magazine shot, don't ask me even why.
The size of my brain has seriously shrunk -_- Tell me, what normal person can wear in a -2C weather? Jeans, boots, a sweater and a normal jacket, which is zipped and to feel even more warmer a hat or a scarf, but those are clothes for a normal person. But for a wannabe fashionista, who is actually a fashion terrorist? -2C? Pffff, the sun is shining and that means it's summer outside!! And that means:
Shirts, a t-shirt, sneakers and no, i didn't zip my jacket. All because i thought i look cool like that. The wind was blowing my heart out of my chest, but no~ need to look cool -_- I need to buy a new brain instead of a new jacket. If i was out a hour longer i would totally change my skin color. It was chilly and the hella windy, but need to stay cool. Eh, why such a fail, i can't even T_T
But~~~~ i finally bought a new bra~~~~~~!!! *happy happy* and i hate the whole world! "WHY?! JUST TELL ME
WHY?!
ALL THE SHOPS HAVE BRA CUPS UP UNTIL "D" ONLY?! Do the makers of bras think that D is the fucking largest size?! Well, let me tell you: AFTER "D" COMES "E" AND "F" TOO!!! SO FUCKING MAKE LARGER BRAS!!! Life is already cruel to me to bear the burden of 2 Himalayas on my chest, BUT THE FUCK MAKE MY LIFE EASIER BY MAKING ALL THE BRAS UP UNTIL "E" AT LEAST!!! >O< And not the granny looking bras that have the waist size... like 150E!! OK?! I'M ONLY ASKING FOR A NORMAL 75E IN EVERY SHOP!!! >O< The fuck! It irritates me so fucking much! grrrr!!! i'm not even talking about a swimsuit, which i haven't even touched... in a lot of years. I simply gave up all the hope there could be! BUT AT LEAST THE BRAS!! PUH-LEASE!!! thank you.
I got a bus card from a friend for a couple of days, so i used it for my night strolls after work in the Old City of Stockholm! I didn't buy a bus card here, because it's freaking expensive, so it was the first time since i came back to go out to the Old City~~!
I actually have never seen Stockholm at night that much. And what can i say... i fell in love. At night it's so wonderful and the reflections in the water make it look so magical! Simply breathtaking <3
Freezing cold too, but yeah, i enjoy the cold -_-
Actually, today i should have been searching for some distance courses, because i seriously need to start to study, if i loose another year, i will simply hang myself. I was so stressed to acknowledge that I already will loose this year because of this fucking Ukraine, but another year?! I rather commit suicide. I have too high goals in life, i don't have time to waste >.< And the application deadline is on April 15th! SO THE FUCK I'M DOING HERE?! But will find something! Deffinetly! Need to start studying at least by distance for now! Thou, actually it's me being a smart ass bitch, yeah, i'm cool like that ^_^
oh, and another vain shot:
I simply love this photo too :D just let me enjoy the view on the rare days when i think i'm pretty~ ^^ And you just enjoy the view of seeing a real dinosaur~ RAWR~! i love you too <3
Oh, and look look look!! First flowers! Spring is almost here~~!