my 2nd fucking anniversary
Oh no! T^T I was so afraid of this day! My heart hurts so much right now T^T
Let me tell you a story, ne~?
Some time around this day, two years ago... a girl was browsing youtube for IDANCE videos, because, well, she saw one earlier and fell in love with it! She even persuaded her dance teacher to learn this dance! But right now, she was looking for other dances, because she knew, that any dance on IDANCE was as cool as the first one! And then, she came across a dance, that just blew her away~
^ the audio was disabled by copyright, but you get what song it is
Whoa~ isn't the dance amazing?? Especially the dance-break <3 Even till now this is her most favourite dance! And how amazing was the song? OMG! She downloaded the video to her player and was listening to this song non stop! Then she finally wanted to look for the original music video of the song and to see the amazing dance performed by real people... And she found it!
OMG! Was she dreaming??? The dance looked soooooooo much better danced by these five men! And oh~ what five men were they~ the girl got interested in these man and sooo.. she browsed youtube for their videos: Making off, fanmade, MVs, perfonmances, OTP... She couldn't stop! Their smiles and amazing perfonmances got her under their spell! And so... being a biiiig Japan-fan, loving everything Japanese, she got to know about Korea~ And about korean man, whom she really couln't tell apart! These five boys looked all the same to her >,< She watched a drama with them: "Uninveited guest" without not knowing who where is xD it was pretty hilarious, 'cause she rally couldn't tell was it the same actor or someone diffrent! But then.. as few days passed.. she started to memorize their names... U-know Yunho, Hero Jaejoong... WTF?! It was so hard to pronounce and especially to remember their names >.< and to understand korean language O.o it was only a sound to herr, she couldn't even take apart some words! So weird and so new to her~
She started to look for pictures with these men~ And this one was the very first picture she had saved on her pc with these already beloved boys~
ah~ it brings so many memories! Trying to remember each of their names... Looking for their songs, videos to donwload, spamming her pc with tons of their photos, reading the history of this group... Getting to know what is the Read Ocean and the five amazing stars that shine in the night - Cassiopea... Knowing that they are the number 1 Asian group and are just five amazing men! Ah~ how amazing were those times??? The girl gets butterflies just remembering those times!
on 25th April she downloaded the first song sung by them and then it began... 11GB of their pictures, 100GB+ of their videos, the whole discography that she managed to listen to every day~ The times, when she felt that she will break into pieces, but exactly at the same moment these five men made miracles come true! The timing was so perfect, that the girl started to believe in wonders! And these men always gave her the strength not to give up! They were the bright sunshine of her everyday!
And so... 2 years passed! And it's her 2nd anniversary of being a big fan! But... of whom? Of a group, that on that horrible day, the 3rd April 2010, announced that they will stop/pause their activities as a group! She was keeping the faith all that time, she strongly believed that everything will be fine in the end... But, with just one sentence her whole faith was broken T^T sad, isn't it? and it's very sad to acknowledge their solo activities! And she won't do it either! Why? Because she fell in love with the GROUP as a whole of 5 members! She never loved only Xiah Junsu, or only Micky Yoochun, or only Hero Jaejoong, or only Max Changmin, or only U-know Yunho! She loved the math of the group:
XIAH Junsu + MICKY Yoochun + HERO Jaejoong + MAX Changmin + U-KNOW Yunho = TVXQ!
That's why she felt in love with them: for performing TOGETHER, for singing TOGETHER, for being the dorks they are TOGETHER, for smiling TOGETHER! For making her beleive in wonders TOGETHER! And that the Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun, Hero Jaejoong, Max Changmin and U-know Yunho she loves! But the situation now... I don't give a damn if it was written stop/pause! For me, it's already a STOP. Yes, I'm waiting! I will wait forever! But there is no more TVXQ T^T
Because all those words, that they will stay forever as TVXQ and die as TVXQ.. where are they now? hmmm~ -_-
I know, i haven't been that long a fan. But for me these two years were amazing! Even just because I met fellow cassiopens, bigeasts and phoenixes, that I learnt to know, where the most amazing people in the world! The best group in the world deserves the best fans!!
You know, I can admit, that one of those millions of reasons why I love TVXQ is because of their amazing fans! Guys, you are the best in the world!! <3
And does everyone agree with me, that ^this is the BEST SONG EVER MADE????
But, anyway~ Jeez, even I started to cry! xD So sad... Happy 2nd anniversary to me! Now, listening to HUG i really wanna stop the time~ So, anyway! To celebrated my so-amazing anniversary I made some icons ^^ I wanted to make icons only with pictures where they are TOGETHER, well, because that's why I love them <3 But recently I re-watched their Paris DVD and couldn't resist the temptation to make icons from their Pari~ trip! <3
So here's the preview:
BONJOUR PARI~
01020304
05060708
09101112
1314
REALLY SAD ONES
01020304
05060708
09101112
Let me tell you a story, ne~?
Some time around this day, two years ago... a girl was browsing youtube for IDANCE videos, because, well, she saw one earlier and fell in love with it! She even persuaded her dance teacher to learn this dance! But right now, she was looking for other dances, because she knew, that any dance on IDANCE was as cool as the first one! And then, she came across a dance, that just blew her away~
Click to view^ the audio was disabled by copyright, but you get what song it is
Whoa~ isn't the dance amazing?? Especially the dance-break <3 Even till now this is her most favourite dance! And how amazing was the song? OMG! She downloaded the video to her player and was listening to this song non stop! Then she finally wanted to look for the original music video of the song and to see the amazing dance performed by real people... And she found it!
OMG! Was she dreaming??? The dance looked soooooooo much better danced by these five men! And oh~ what five men were they~ the girl got interested in these man and sooo.. she browsed youtube for their videos: Making off, fanmade, MVs, perfonmances, OTP... She couldn't stop! Their smiles and amazing perfonmances got her under their spell! And so... being a biiiig Japan-fan, loving everything Japanese, she got to know about Korea~ And about korean man, whom she really couln't tell apart! These five boys looked all the same to her >,< She watched a drama with them: "Uninveited guest" without not knowing who where is xD it was pretty hilarious, 'cause she rally couldn't tell was it the same actor or someone diffrent! But then.. as few days passed.. she started to memorize their names... U-know Yunho, Hero Jaejoong... WTF?! It was so hard to pronounce and especially to remember their names >.< and to understand korean language O.o it was only a sound to herr, she couldn't even take apart some words! So weird and so new to her~
She started to look for pictures with these men~ And this one was the very first picture she had saved on her pc with these already beloved boys~
ah~ it brings so many memories! Trying to remember each of their names... Looking for their songs, videos to donwload, spamming her pc with tons of their photos, reading the history of this group... Getting to know what is the Read Ocean and the five amazing stars that shine in the night - Cassiopea... Knowing that they are the number 1 Asian group and are just five amazing men! Ah~ how amazing were those times??? The girl gets butterflies just remembering those times!
on 25th April she downloaded the first song sung by them and then it began... 11GB of their pictures, 100GB+ of their videos, the whole discography that she managed to listen to every day~ The times, when she felt that she will break into pieces, but exactly at the same moment these five men made miracles come true! The timing was so perfect, that the girl started to believe in wonders! And these men always gave her the strength not to give up! They were the bright sunshine of her everyday!
And so... 2 years passed! And it's her 2nd anniversary of being a big fan! But... of whom? Of a group, that on that horrible day, the 3rd April 2010, announced that they will stop/pause their activities as a group! She was keeping the faith all that time, she strongly believed that everything will be fine in the end... But, with just one sentence her whole faith was broken T^T sad, isn't it? and it's very sad to acknowledge their solo activities! And she won't do it either! Why? Because she fell in love with the GROUP as a whole of 5 members! She never loved only Xiah Junsu, or only Micky Yoochun, or only Hero Jaejoong, or only Max Changmin, or only U-know Yunho! She loved the math of the group:
XIAH Junsu + MICKY Yoochun + HERO Jaejoong + MAX Changmin + U-KNOW Yunho = TVXQ!
That's why she felt in love with them: for performing TOGETHER, for singing TOGETHER, for being the dorks they are TOGETHER, for smiling TOGETHER! For making her beleive in wonders TOGETHER! And that the Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun, Hero Jaejoong, Max Changmin and U-know Yunho she loves! But the situation now... I don't give a damn if it was written stop/pause! For me, it's already a STOP. Yes, I'm waiting! I will wait forever! But there is no more TVXQ T^T
Because all those words, that they will stay forever as TVXQ and die as TVXQ.. where are they now? hmmm~ -_-
I know, i haven't been that long a fan. But for me these two years were amazing! Even just because I met fellow cassiopens, bigeasts and phoenixes, that I learnt to know, where the most amazing people in the world! The best group in the world deserves the best fans!!
You know, I can admit, that one of those millions of reasons why I love TVXQ is because of their amazing fans! Guys, you are the best in the world!! <3
And does everyone agree with me, that ^this is the BEST SONG EVER MADE????
But, anyway~ Jeez, even I started to cry! xD So sad... Happy 2nd anniversary to me! Now, listening to HUG i really wanna stop the time~ So, anyway! To celebrated my so-amazing anniversary I made some icons ^^ I wanted to make icons only with pictures where they are TOGETHER, well, because that's why I love them <3 But recently I re-watched their Paris DVD and couldn't resist the temptation to make icons from their Pari~ trip! <3
So here's the preview:
BONJOUR PARI~
01020304
05060708
09101112
1314
REALLY SAD ONES
01020304
05060708
09101112