happy spring everybody~ and fucked up life for me~
actually, I wanted to write a post about my misreable life and how fate really hates me... but then I went to see if winglin is back, waiting for a miracle to happen... and WINGLIN IS BACK!!!! <3 I'm so meeeeeeeeeeegaaaaaaa happy! ^________^ Now, my sleepless nights of reading YunJae fanfics are back~ ah~ how I missed those butterflies in my stomach reading another YunJae smut <3333 kyaaaaa~ And it's about time too! My friends tell me that recently I became even more perverted xD that's all because I didn't get my daily dose of some love xD
But actually I became perverted not because of that! But because it's spring~ miaaauuuuu~ Even if it's still cold and there is still a lot of snow, but there is sunshine~ ahhh~ how I missed the sunshine <3 Soon it will be warm again~ everything green~ birds singing~ and always a shining sun~ argggg!! Can't wait till summer comes <3 but till that, everybody, happy spring!~
Oh, and I got a little bit better in photoshop ^^ remember my audition to Kara's Lupin MV? ^^ well~ now I'm auditioning to T-ara's I go Crazy Because of You MV xD
Although the lyrics contain REALLY a lot of words (expect the constantly repeated "oh oh oh oh", "da da da da" and my favourite "da ra da da" - you can hear a few more words. wow!), still, the image of them sitting on the sofa stuck in my head xD soooo... this is what I got:
the white sofa version:
and the purple sofa version xD:
tell me, which one is better??? I love the purple sofa, because for me it looks a little bit more natural xD I know that I got a lot to learn, but I got a little better then the Lupin photo! Look! It looks as almsot I'm wearing the hat xD I'm really proud of that xDD And I'm really proud of my hair in this photo ^^ because my actual hair is blond and only the half of it's length ^^
but the question is: will I past the adutition?? xDDD
I actually wanted to nag a little about how fucked up could life get! Please ignore it! I just need to write down my feelings!
Recently I learnt that you should stick partiotism into your ass at the very beginning and take that, what is better for you, without being the hero of your counrty -_-
I'm sooooo pissed off!! I was actually born in Ukraine, but then we moved here, to Lithuania, and I live here for 13 years now! I went to kinder garden and school IN LITHUANIA. I could have change my citizenship to Lithuanian a long time ago, cause Lituanian citizenship allows you to travel to a loot more contries! but noo~ I was so obssesed with patriotism and I vowed that I will forever stay a citizen of my Motherland - Ukraine! but how does my Motherland repay me for my loyality??!! They ignore the fact that I can't speak (ok, i can speak, but not very fluently), can't write, have never read any book of an Ukrainian author and don't know a fucking date or a name in history of Ukraine!!! and they tell me that I MUST take exam in Ukrainian literature, Ukrainian language and Ukrainian history to be admitted to University!!! WTF?!!!!! I HAVE NEVER STUDIED ANYTHING LIKE THAT!!! And when we tried to explain to them that I studied in LITHUANIA!! Studied LITHUANIAN history, LITHUANIAN literature and LITHUANIAN language!!!! but they say that it doesn't matter~ I am Ukrianian, so I need to know my country's history, language and literature! FUCK YOU!!!
I'm soooo pissed!!!!!!! This is what I get for staying loyal to my Motherland!!! And I always thought that Motherland is a Sacred place! fuck sacred my ass!!! It's the biggest mistake in my life to put patriotism in front of me!
It woudln't be so bad, if only I hadn't put all my hopes to this University in Ukraine!!! NOW WHERE SHOULD I GO?!! I wanted to try the Edinburh University, but then again, MY FUCKING UKRAINIAN CITIZENSHIP reques a visa to be able to stay in Scotland! and that visa costs a looooot of money!!! THANK YOU my beloved Motherland!! You really crashed my dreams in one second!!! Now great~ Really, a loooooooooooooooooot of European universities have Japanese majors.. "a looot of"!! I think I should really go and work as a casier in our store "Maxima". Actually, I rather kill myself then humiliate myself like that -_-
sorry, for this ^^ But i'm really pissed and stressed out! I really don't know what to do now... but anyway, happy spring!~ Hope the sunshine will warm us with it's watmh very soon~
But actually I became perverted not because of that! But because it's spring~ miaaauuuuu~ Even if it's still cold and there is still a lot of snow, but there is sunshine~ ahhh~ how I missed the sunshine <3 Soon it will be warm again~ everything green~ birds singing~ and always a shining sun~ argggg!! Can't wait till summer comes <3 but till that, everybody, happy spring!~
Oh, and I got a little bit better in photoshop ^^ remember my audition to Kara's Lupin MV? ^^ well~ now I'm auditioning to T-ara's I go Crazy Because of You MV xD
Click to viewAlthough the lyrics contain REALLY a lot of words (expect the constantly repeated "oh oh oh oh", "da da da da" and my favourite "da ra da da" - you can hear a few more words. wow!), still, the image of them sitting on the sofa stuck in my head xD soooo... this is what I got:
the white sofa version:
and the purple sofa version xD:
tell me, which one is better??? I love the purple sofa, because for me it looks a little bit more natural xD I know that I got a lot to learn, but I got a little better then the Lupin photo! Look! It looks as almsot I'm wearing the hat xD I'm really proud of that xDD And I'm really proud of my hair in this photo ^^ because my actual hair is blond and only the half of it's length ^^
but the question is: will I past the adutition?? xDDD
I actually wanted to nag a little about how fucked up could life get! Please ignore it! I just need to write down my feelings!
Recently I learnt that you should stick partiotism into your ass at the very beginning and take that, what is better for you, without being the hero of your counrty -_-
I'm sooooo pissed off!! I was actually born in Ukraine, but then we moved here, to Lithuania, and I live here for 13 years now! I went to kinder garden and school IN LITHUANIA. I could have change my citizenship to Lithuanian a long time ago, cause Lituanian citizenship allows you to travel to a loot more contries! but noo~ I was so obssesed with patriotism and I vowed that I will forever stay a citizen of my Motherland - Ukraine! but how does my Motherland repay me for my loyality??!! They ignore the fact that I can't speak (ok, i can speak, but not very fluently), can't write, have never read any book of an Ukrainian author and don't know a fucking date or a name in history of Ukraine!!! and they tell me that I MUST take exam in Ukrainian literature, Ukrainian language and Ukrainian history to be admitted to University!!! WTF?!!!!! I HAVE NEVER STUDIED ANYTHING LIKE THAT!!! And when we tried to explain to them that I studied in LITHUANIA!! Studied LITHUANIAN history, LITHUANIAN literature and LITHUANIAN language!!!! but they say that it doesn't matter~ I am Ukrianian, so I need to know my country's history, language and literature! FUCK YOU!!!
I'm soooo pissed!!!!!!! This is what I get for staying loyal to my Motherland!!! And I always thought that Motherland is a Sacred place! fuck sacred my ass!!! It's the biggest mistake in my life to put patriotism in front of me!
It woudln't be so bad, if only I hadn't put all my hopes to this University in Ukraine!!! NOW WHERE SHOULD I GO?!! I wanted to try the Edinburh University, but then again, MY FUCKING UKRAINIAN CITIZENSHIP reques a visa to be able to stay in Scotland! and that visa costs a looooot of money!!! THANK YOU my beloved Motherland!! You really crashed my dreams in one second!!! Now great~ Really, a loooooooooooooooooot of European universities have Japanese majors.. "a looot of"!! I think I should really go and work as a casier in our store "Maxima". Actually, I rather kill myself then humiliate myself like that -_-
sorry, for this ^^ But i'm really pissed and stressed out! I really don't know what to do now... but anyway, happy spring!~ Hope the sunshine will warm us with it's watmh very soon~