I feel lost once more.
Life is moving by slow and fast at the same time. I wanna get out of this town and leave already start my life. I'm tried of this waiting game, I have my second to last g.e.d test and then I'm one more to go. I can get a job save up for a car and a place to live. My goal is to be able to move by that start of 2010. It's do able I hope. I want my own place again I want nice things. And I want to be back in school! Hopefully I can pull together money for Seattle Central for winter courter. But it would all be easier if I had someone to love me. I thought I I didn't need someone in my life to make me happy other in myself. But thats just one big lie. I want someone to hold me right before I fall asleep someone to tell me that they love me and would go to the end of the world with me. But then again look at myself. I don't feel like I could handle that..