May 07, 2008 09:20
wow you have no idea how depressed i am. Andrew come over to bring me soup cause i'm sick. then it started out that i was playing with his hair the cuddling. it was so nice i missed him. i couldn't stop smiling i was so happy! but then i don't know he was like what are we doing this is not good. then i finally told him i'm still in love with him...he didn't know what to say his over me. and told me i'm not the RIGHT girl for him. and i should get over him. i started crying and told him to just leave...
my night i'm so upset. i'm going to be like this for a while.
i can't wait to start and new chapter. maybe this on i'll be happy in.