Apr 23, 2008 10:40
or can we?
last night was the first time in a long time i was really happy i loved it! it was so hard not acting like we used too. i can't say if it was easy for him but it was hard. i'm proud of myself.
we can hang out and just be friends.
i'm glad that can happen
cause all i want out of this is a friendship.
(even though my heart someplace else)
i can get by
We went to some rugby game sat in the gross with a blanket, he was trying to tell me how the game worked but i really didn't understand it. I was in shock we we're hanging out!
:D
then we went to ables house stayed there until apple bees, just like old times
we grab the inlander and a pen then started working on the cross word
which i suck at them big time!
i paid for dinner cause he always paid for me and it was my idea for coming
went home watch say anything talked he played me blink-182 on the guitar we about passed out!
then we said good bye
NOTHING HAPPEN
i'm excited we can just be friends