shoot me
Well i'm home on a saturday night, doing nothing...i was doing my homework then my sister left so now i got the COMPIE scooooore!! hehe.
Well my weekend was going semi-ok, friday night was interesting, i felt kinda crappy. I was crying cuz it felt like my friend blew me off but i dont think she really ment to or like she really had a choice it was what her momma sed, and whitney was there so it felt like i ruined her night and she was helping me out. But i was really hurt, and i never cry, but i dunno it stung i guess. Hmm well nothing like sitting here doing NOTHING hmmm FUN!. Everything is kinda going down hill lately. I dont know how to explain it. I just want to be happy, but its really hard when people around you arent. And it really really sux when you try to be there for someone but they dont care about you, or they dont show it. I mean i guess being there for someone is your job and you should never expect something back, becuz the point of being a good friend or a good person is to do all the good you can without expecting anything back, you dont do it for yourself you do it for the other person. So i'm not gonna give up! ^_^
Well my weekend was going semi-ok, friday night was interesting, i felt kinda crappy. I was crying cuz it felt like my friend blew me off but i dont think she really ment to or like she really had a choice it was what her momma sed, and whitney was there so it felt like i ruined her night and she was helping me out. But i was really hurt, and i never cry, but i dunno it stung i guess. Hmm well nothing like sitting here doing NOTHING hmmm FUN!. Everything is kinda going down hill lately. I dont know how to explain it. I just want to be happy, but its really hard when people around you arent. And it really really sux when you try to be there for someone but they dont care about you, or they dont show it. I mean i guess being there for someone is your job and you should never expect something back, becuz the point of being a good friend or a good person is to do all the good you can without expecting anything back, you dont do it for yourself you do it for the other person. So i'm not gonna give up! ^_^