Oh Christmas Eve!
Hey look, its Christmas Eve. Cute. I'm here alone, in my apartment. I celebrated Christmas with my parents last weekend, hooray for my new digital camera! My mom sent me a card, it was nice, except the end that said that this is the first Christmas we spend apart and its going to be depressing. Why would you put that in your card? Honestly, shes been doing this since I was little. I was always the girl at camp who hated mail.... because that meant that something bad was coming. The lawn mower broke, your dog ran away, your grandpa is in the hospital.... yea all of those messages came through cards in the mail at camp. Once again stating the undeniable fact that my mother should be put on prozac......
My schedule next semester looks GREAT! One 9:30, 2 10:30's, and 2 12:30's. I love sleeping in. I just hope my boss doesn't want me to work a ton before that.... there's no way in hell I am waking up at 6 to catch the bus to come to work at 7am. This is NO early birdie right here, I slept for 18 hours yesterday! (I might have a disease, I don't know, I'm an insomniac usually.... but I took sleeping pills and that was it, I was out).
Grades this semester.... Average.... not bad, not good, well except failing chem, but everyone did that so I don't feel bad.
IUPUI is looking more and more in my immediate future. Damnit.... I swore I'd never go there. But maybe a fresh start is what I need. Obviously something isn't working here. What happened to the 4.0 honor roll, NHS, student council member, peer mediator person? I think they died when I discovered drugs and alcohol. Now all I wanna do is sit on the couch and watch re-runs of little house on the prairie.... and make fun of how their morals don't apply to modern day society. I did that yesterday, its actually quite amusing.
Ok, back to reality, cleaning, laundry, etc.
Random thought: Why do companies offer you "free gifts"? Since when has a gift NOT been free?
My schedule next semester looks GREAT! One 9:30, 2 10:30's, and 2 12:30's. I love sleeping in. I just hope my boss doesn't want me to work a ton before that.... there's no way in hell I am waking up at 6 to catch the bus to come to work at 7am. This is NO early birdie right here, I slept for 18 hours yesterday! (I might have a disease, I don't know, I'm an insomniac usually.... but I took sleeping pills and that was it, I was out).
Grades this semester.... Average.... not bad, not good, well except failing chem, but everyone did that so I don't feel bad.
IUPUI is looking more and more in my immediate future. Damnit.... I swore I'd never go there. But maybe a fresh start is what I need. Obviously something isn't working here. What happened to the 4.0 honor roll, NHS, student council member, peer mediator person? I think they died when I discovered drugs and alcohol. Now all I wanna do is sit on the couch and watch re-runs of little house on the prairie.... and make fun of how their morals don't apply to modern day society. I did that yesterday, its actually quite amusing.
Ok, back to reality, cleaning, laundry, etc.
Random thought: Why do companies offer you "free gifts"? Since when has a gift NOT been free?