firm..
i've got to be firm.
this morning he's like begging for affection, and i'm sorry but i just can't be all cuddley lovey dovey..
he's got an appointment on tuesday with a doctor that specializes in addiction treatment...
even still, i can't go back on my word.
i've made up my mind. i'm leaving. even if he gets treatment.
i just feel like he's betrayed my trust so many times that i no longer have any trust or respect for him. i don't think that him getting treatment is going to be able to reverse that. i hate to say it, but i feel like the damage is done. i don't feel like i can ever trust him again.
and what's a marriage, or any relationship for that matter without trust and respect? before love that has to be trust and respect, and here there is none.
this is going to hurt. and it's going to be rough...
but it's like pulling a bandaid off right?
just do it and get it over with.
this morning he's like begging for affection, and i'm sorry but i just can't be all cuddley lovey dovey..
he's got an appointment on tuesday with a doctor that specializes in addiction treatment...
even still, i can't go back on my word.
i've made up my mind. i'm leaving. even if he gets treatment.
i just feel like he's betrayed my trust so many times that i no longer have any trust or respect for him. i don't think that him getting treatment is going to be able to reverse that. i hate to say it, but i feel like the damage is done. i don't feel like i can ever trust him again.
and what's a marriage, or any relationship for that matter without trust and respect? before love that has to be trust and respect, and here there is none.
this is going to hurt. and it's going to be rough...
but it's like pulling a bandaid off right?
just do it and get it over with.