awkward and stuttering

[kisstheskye]

This evening started off as wonderfully as any
Sean
me
an evening snack
on the portico with the dusk and the music of cars and murming conversation surrounding us.

Stutter to stop
with
stumbling inebriated people and groping unwelcome hands.
Unrequested and unasked for responsibility
of incapabable drunks.

New locations and a loss
of the gift of earlier peace and gentle lulling moments.

last spot with two people wanting to make us four.
seeing Cedric's former roomate almost friend
awkward conversation
frantic dancing

refreshing walk
lost journey
finally home.

Gosh... really people know how to poo on my party. Just send a drunk lesbian, a swinger couple, and my former boyfriend's former roommate with her judgmental eyes.

That will do it for sure.

Thank goodness for Sean anyway. He is my lifesaver of good times.