..the night had been so long
(x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done
(/) - kinda
(/) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(/) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed a friend's car
(x) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(_) been dumped
(_) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(_) been in a fist fight
(_) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(xxxxxxxxxxx) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(x) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) a friend lied to me
(_) had a crush on a teacher (no, but this year, if i go to visit anna, ill be like ten days late) celebrated Mardi-gras in new Orleans
(x) been to Europe
(_) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
( ) cut myself
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(/) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(_) Met someone in person from the Internet
(_) Been moshing at a concerts
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) graduated college
(_) tried killing yourself
(_) taken painkillers
(_) had sex
(_) intentionally burned yourself
(_) wished someone dead
(_) wish someone dead right now
(x) admitted to making a big mistake
(x) been misunderstood
(x) told someone i hated them when i didn't
(x) told someone i loved them when i didn't
(x to miss and love, but not that kind of love) love someone or miss someone right now
well that was interesting, i am not the most exciting person
so
This week was a nightmare, except for last weekend when i got my boat and went sailing. But i really dont enjoy school and i think its a problem, im also thinking about going back to janet's group in swimming, if that is even a possibility, but honestly, i spend all of my time doing something that makes me completely unhappy.
This weekend is Halloween and i have yet to decide on a costume...i wanted to be michaelanglo (i wish i could spell)( the ninja turtle, not the genius) but im not sure of how to make the costume and i dont want to buy it. I also have a swim meet on halloween. Which is, wow, what a joy. I didnt go to school today, which i think i really needed, im going crazy with all this work and no time to do it because of practice.
I am also having some social problems with a friend who will remain nameless. but they have problems with me and always seem to go to everyone but me about those problems. how am i supossed to know when im doing something wrong, its just frustrating, anyways, we arent that great friends anymore so i guess its not that awful.
I dont think im doing that well in school, well, i am in most of my classes, but history and geometry i am really not, but they arent low enough grades to switch out:-/. nothing else is really going on. I think that ross and nick might come with us trick or treating, which should be interesting, they arent really friends and it may be awkward because theyre two totally different people.
next week we have off on thursday and friday, so i think that i am going to school with jemma one of those days, which i am really looking forward to if i can and then to TRL on friday. it should be fun, i think it would be awesome if we got to make shout-outs...hmmm, im a dork.
the sox won the series last night which was very impressive, i am a yankees fan, but i guess they deserved it after 86 years of waiting...the series count is still 26 to 2, so even tho we cant argue that there is a curse, we have that. The yanks are still the best.
i have to go, i have to catch up on some work.
mucho love janey mac