Aug 28, 2004 10:57
how incredibly pathetic: the only action of ANY sort that i EVER get is IN MY DREAMS.
this summer has changed me. i'm not sure what that means, but i know it's true.
my dream boy of the moment: dorky, scrawny, lanky, mousy, light brown-haired, adorably innocent looking guy
ex: eric from that 70s show and henry (is that his name?) from what i like about you
i can try to rationalize, but it comes down to the fact that he can't make me laugh. so there.
i like the quirks. they're cute.
if i don't get into those colleges, it won't be the end of the world.
because it really does always seem to work out perfectly.
it just felt... so good. intensely good. yep.
i've decided that my hair is "interesting" and that makes me feel better about it.
it was just... that feeling of intimacy that got me.