wow
I don't even know who I am anymore... I have not been me lately... not at all... and it is scaring me. What is wrong with me? Have I taken in too much and it is just taking it out on everyone without my consent? I don't want to be an ass to everyone... especially people I care about a lot... but I can't help it. I feel like crap. I need to change, I don't know what to do... Music is what makes me happy... the only thing. I will find the answers in myself from music. I need to open up my heart again... I have closed it off to the world months back and I am changing, I need to become the happy I love everyone Joe. I'm sorry to anyone and everyone I have hurt. please forgive me. I will change.