Could life be any funnier yet disgusting at the same time?

[kissthefish]

So I went to see this band last night at midnight that my sister's friends with called Custom Made Scare. I use to listen to them when I was 14. The played at a 21 and over bar call Thunderbirds near my house, but Charile the lead singer got me in. This place was a cool Rockabilly type club with that kind of music I really had fun. I went dressed up as a Starbuck's employee since I have an apron from a friend of mine. And you know what happend? This older guy, seriously could of been 28, 29 was hitting on. He was telling me I was cute. We were talking about music and I said I like emo. And he's all like, you mean you like those skinny faggots who cant defend their own women, and i said yeah those boys thats my style. he couldnt believe me, he's like i think a man should defend his woman and blah blah blah. it was so funny but i was like hell yeah, go emo boys. He's like well i think your really cute and i was gonna flirt with you. then he falls on me cause he's drunk. it was funny. but so i say bye and i told him to check out my music website (www.dirtychildren.us)and he's like yeah i might email you. if i do, i might ask you out on a date. I said ok because i had to go and i didnt want to get thrown out of the place. but here's the depressing part for me. How can older guys that I don't really want to date want to go out with? but guys age that i do want to date find me unattractive and dont want to date me. now i know what you're thinking, you're probably thinking, because the older guys want to get in your pants rebecca, well not that i'm that kind of girl, but why wouldnt the young guys too? One day I'd like to find a nice hardcore/emo boy with cute plugs and wears thos plaid cowboy shirts who's no more than 2 or 3 years older than I am and would like to date me. instead i'm stuck with the 24 year old guys who dont listen to the type of music i listen to and then they dont even have the balls to call me to tell me they dont want to see me anymore, they just not answer my calls instead. man i'm really disliking them male species right now. Before I went to the show, I hung out with my friend Briana and we walked from my house to north hollywood park for the carnival, which sucked ass, we were soaking wet, we then went from the park to the noho diner and had some tea. it was nice. today i have a day with grandma...hey ya!

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