mama mia
i'm really looking forward to the near future. i think for once i've actually got a slight grasp on things. i have plans, i have ambitions, i have something to work for. the first step is this wednesday. i'm scared out of my mind but i've been told numerously that everything is going to be okay. i hate that i cant mention anything specific because of certain people i know who might read this. nothing is big, and everyone will knwo sooner or later, i just dont want to get too excited about something thats not completely a "sure thing" yet.