We dance to the beat of our own black hearts...
Today was another productive day.
I washed my dad's car and my moms car and made 30 dollars between the truck and the two i did today. So i've got money for this weekend with Laura. Hmm. I've been listening to Jet Black New Year ALL day. And i've played Vice City ALL day too. I'm pretty close to beating it. So that's kind of exciting.
This is a pretty short update...Since laura's been working i haven't had anyone to chill with. Teryn and Jess seemed to have forgotten about me. But. There's not much i can do about that. Jake's in Florida. He comes back like Friday though. So that should be cool. But we probably won't be able to chill because the kid never leaves the damn house. But that's it. 16 days till i go on vacation. Yay? I don't know. I'm excited. But whenever i update this and talk about what i did during the day..I get sort of depressed. Because it makes me realize more and more how A) I have no friends, and B) The few i do have..Don't seem to care about me that much. I don't know. I don't know...
That's all. No late night talks with Bowie. Which is kinda sad. Cause now i'm in this bad mood. I'd like to have someone cheer me up before i go to bed. And she would. But. She's away. :-( Oh wells. I think i'm gonna roll out though. I'm mad tired. PEACE.
We draw diagrams of suicide on each others wrists..And trace them with razorblades...
<3 ricky <3
I washed my dad's car and my moms car and made 30 dollars between the truck and the two i did today. So i've got money for this weekend with Laura. Hmm. I've been listening to Jet Black New Year ALL day. And i've played Vice City ALL day too. I'm pretty close to beating it. So that's kind of exciting.
This is a pretty short update...Since laura's been working i haven't had anyone to chill with. Teryn and Jess seemed to have forgotten about me. But. There's not much i can do about that. Jake's in Florida. He comes back like Friday though. So that should be cool. But we probably won't be able to chill because the kid never leaves the damn house. But that's it. 16 days till i go on vacation. Yay? I don't know. I'm excited. But whenever i update this and talk about what i did during the day..I get sort of depressed. Because it makes me realize more and more how A) I have no friends, and B) The few i do have..Don't seem to care about me that much. I don't know. I don't know...
That's all. No late night talks with Bowie. Which is kinda sad. Cause now i'm in this bad mood. I'd like to have someone cheer me up before i go to bed. And she would. But. She's away. :-( Oh wells. I think i'm gonna roll out though. I'm mad tired. PEACE.
We draw diagrams of suicide on each others wrists..And trace them with razorblades...
<3 ricky <3