im not writing for this to be read im not speaking to be audible.
so now that ive been getting shitfaced ALL THE TIME
last night would have been fucking proper.
i am sure you saw it in my face, my arms, my stance, my fucking bitterness that i didnt want to talk to you i didnt want to look at you i didnt want you to be there looking at me and the first thing you say to me might as well have been, "hey im jumping into an ocean, i cant swim but im hoping to explore its beauty." its good to know you like to ask about how ive been.
"hey you know what im happy for you have fun."
im glad you walked away. but it doesnt do justice to how i felt. right.
hey, eat shit.
last night would have been fucking proper.
i am sure you saw it in my face, my arms, my stance, my fucking bitterness that i didnt want to talk to you i didnt want to look at you i didnt want you to be there looking at me and the first thing you say to me might as well have been, "hey im jumping into an ocean, i cant swim but im hoping to explore its beauty." its good to know you like to ask about how ive been.
"hey you know what im happy for you have fun."
im glad you walked away. but it doesnt do justice to how i felt. right.
hey, eat shit.