(no subject)
so
you know those toys little kids play with? the kind where they have the blocks that are shapes, then the piece of wood with the shapes of these blocks carved into them? well. think of that. consider a little girl trying to put the blocks into their rightful shapey place, and the little girl almost manages to finally stick the block into it's formed hole. however, right before she fits the block into it's space, her little brother comes along, sticks gum in her hair, kicks her blocks away, breaks the toy, then runs away giggling.
that's what this feels like.
everything was almost exactly where i wanted it to be.
then someone decided to stick gum in my hair and break my toy.
now, i have to either fix my broken toy, and remember which shape went where. or buy a new toy.
mmmm..