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so i know i havent updated this in a long time, i guess i'm just too lazy. but man tonight was irritating. i mean i had a really great day and then my dad snaps at me because i am being a little anal retentive about move up tomorrow...i'm sorry i'm excited. i miss ann arbor. so then i'm about ready to cry and i feel bad and of course when i call nick hes got people over and they're talking in the background so its not like i can talk to him about anything...be it the exciting things i want to tell him that i bought for my room or the things that make me want to cry. a;kjjgfds;lkjf. so instead i'll sit here online by myself and miserable and realize how unimportant i feel sometimes. which brings up more worries i have. but i wont get into those because they will only cause fights. besides i dont know why i bother with most of the things i try to do anyway. ugh. i just want to be in ann arbor and then i can see natalie and amy and emlie and lisa etc. and it'll be nice. ::sigh:: i guess i'll go take some tylenol pm and try to sleep tonight.