i dont know
i am not sure i like this whole summer during college thing. i have not been able to sleep for the last like 3 nights, and i think i know why. i thought i was okay with the way things were happening, but i dont think i am, completely. i mean for the most part things are okay and i don't have a problem with what is going on, but there are some things that are really bothering me. and i don't know how to fix it. i don't want to admit it, but in all reality i'm really upset/bothered with lots of things. i mean what are you to do when you don't feel like someone else is being honest and open with you? when you feel like although you are keeping up communication, its shallow and superficial. what are you to do when you cannot sleep because of these things that are bothering you, but when you do fall asleep you dreams are haunted by these awful stories. i don't know what i should be doing. i'm so scared and frustrated right now. things really are not okay right now.