today
today sucks. its just a crappy day in almost every way possible. I spilled coffee ALL over me this morning, and then found i didn't like the new drink i tried. It is rainy and gross out. I broke one nail so far down it hurts, and then in frustration proceeded to bite all the rest of them so they all hurt. my boyfriend tells me to come over earlier but basically sits there talking to other people, if you have 30 minutes why do i come over if you aren't going to pay attention to me? I found that he removed me from his interets...which says to me that he is no longer interested in me. so i feel like i'm waiting around for him to break up with me. i had awful nightmares during my nap. i cannot stop crying. i feel absolutely positively awful. i am extremely alone, and nick says come over but no one wants me around right now. besides he sucks at comforting me today. i think thats about it. but today sucks. thats all i have to say.