ok i'm stressin...
Start my job today. Like I had training the last two days, but today, today is the big day. Very nerve racking the first day "live" (talking with actual people) but not because i minded talking to people... because its hard to talk to people and record information into a computer from 1982. But anyway this poor woman didn't know how to use a computer in my training class, she was 55 and had never touched one in her life. She took smoke breaks with me so I was trying to cheer her up but she just kept saying "I know chinese better than this shit" I felt bad. I guess something happened to her because when we went live I stayed looking at my computer screen for 5 min. without looking away because I wasn't too sure what was going on, but i looked over and she was gone. I hope she didn't cry because I felt for her... She didn't know what the fuck was goin on ya know? Anyway I have to work in two hours so I'm a little excited.
In other news, I have like 20 things i have to do before August 22nd in order to start school. This is all so confusing because I'm doing all this by myself. My parents don't know what's goin on, and I feel really dumb for stressin out about it, but anyone whose goin to nku, I want help so this will run smoothly. I need someone to come to school with me the first day and make sure everythings ok... does that sound childish? I bet it does, but I've noticed that since I left Boone my social skills have just plummeted, and because I have such a problem with embarrassment I cannot fuck up or I'll never go back, And that would be bad because it costs money silly billys. But if someone is taking at least one class with me, it'll be a little better... I plan to take biology with jeremy so i should be good....
I'll quit yappin I gotta get ready for work. People wear cute clothes there which I thought everyone would just dress like bums because you basically can... But I might try to look a little snazzy today....
Peace out homies,
Rachel
In other news, I have like 20 things i have to do before August 22nd in order to start school. This is all so confusing because I'm doing all this by myself. My parents don't know what's goin on, and I feel really dumb for stressin out about it, but anyone whose goin to nku, I want help so this will run smoothly. I need someone to come to school with me the first day and make sure everythings ok... does that sound childish? I bet it does, but I've noticed that since I left Boone my social skills have just plummeted, and because I have such a problem with embarrassment I cannot fuck up or I'll never go back, And that would be bad because it costs money silly billys. But if someone is taking at least one class with me, it'll be a little better... I plan to take biology with jeremy so i should be good....
I'll quit yappin I gotta get ready for work. People wear cute clothes there which I thought everyone would just dress like bums because you basically can... But I might try to look a little snazzy today....
Peace out homies,
Rachel