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so a lot has happened lately. dave ended up iming me saying 1084397 mean things, so i texted his phone a bunch of shit back and he wrote me on myspace but i didn't read them. i texted his phone to leave me alone or talk to me in person b/c i know hes a hard ass online so fuck off. he tells people he never cared about me and stuff. my friends are like yeah right, they dated for a year, hes so gay & bitter.. ya know? thats how i feel, he's so immature and he's the one who dumped me, not the other way around.
friday night austan got me a bottle of grey goose.. i was fucked up. the best thing about the goose is you can't taste it in ANYTHING and vodka creeps up on you and you're drunk before you know it. his best friend james had a party. i brought over oj and cranberry and this kid was drinking my oj, straight and i was like freaking out and hes like 'you dont live here its not yours' and im like 'i definatley brought it over' and this kid was a dick and graduated when i was a sophomore and hes at a highschool party and his gf is just now only a senior in high school. sick kids, so i was like 'OKAY YOU'RE LIEK 25 AT A HIGH SCHOOL PARTY' and this kid freaks out, goes and gets james and was like 'this girl is being mean to me blah blah' and it was just soooo funny, what a baby. who the fuck does that. he tried to get me kicked out and james was like no chelsey is my girl and more importantly she is austans girl and austan is my dude. haha :) whatever. and all the guys there were liek chelsey is so cool and james was liek YEAH AS YOUR DUDES GIRL AND THATS IT ahah it was so funny.. liz and lindsey came over and stole all this money from these random girls that were there, i'm not into that but they gave me money to keep my mouth shut so that's cool. :D austan and i passed out and then got woken up and he tried to puke but he couldn't.. i duno, we went back to bed & then james made us switch rooms, and i had to get up to work at 9 but then they told me they changed me to 3-close... so that was gay..
i worked 3-9;30 yesterday, it was pretty easy.. they moved me to digital, it's hard to learn all this shit and people are so rude sometimes.. :/ i work all day today with miranda :) yay i love her, and neither of us know shit.. so it's gonna be funny.. i got to leave for an hour and a half to have dinner with austans family for his birthday.. crablegs & steak! his fam got him an acoustic guitar, how neat.
i duno if i wrote about the new guy @ work, tom.. he's awesome and i gave him my number, b/c he told me to take his and i kinda shook it off, joking around.. i thought he was kidding so finally like a week later i gave him mine lol and he called me, we've been texting and stuff. he's in chicago right now b/c his grandma died but he's been going out with friends and stuff so i guess hes having a good time. he wants me to come hang out with him and all his friends and go bowling and party ahha. i guess they always go bowling and hes gonna bring me. :) he's soooo gorgeous and totally someone i see myself with. he's 22, and i duno, i NEED someone older. i feel like i'm so sick of austan, but i'm attached so i can't let go. if i break up with him it's like breaking up my friendship with liz too and that's gay. idk. idk what to do about austan. most of the time i want him to get the fuck away from me & he always thinks im thinkin about dave but i'm not. last night i was thinking about rob and i.. and i told rob i wanted to talk and i duno i read his away message 'amazing night, amanda you rock' and i was like forget it let's not talk robby.. :/ gay. it's 11;11. i have to work in less than an hou rand i wanted to shower.. guess i'm not washin my hurr.
oh speaking of hair.. i got my roots done and my hair looked yellow, i looked like trailor trash. i'm so sick of doing my blonde over and over b/c it's so dangerous to do bleach so they can't leave it on long and it comes out yellow, i hated it so i got brown chunks all over my head so it looks like i have blonde streaks now, it's so hot. the pics are big, so deal.
so i don't know what's wrong with me lately. i miss my friends, a lot.. and i need to get out of here, asap. i'm visiting meagan but not until october or so, i need to get out of here man.
friday night austan got me a bottle of grey goose.. i was fucked up. the best thing about the goose is you can't taste it in ANYTHING and vodka creeps up on you and you're drunk before you know it. his best friend james had a party. i brought over oj and cranberry and this kid was drinking my oj, straight and i was like freaking out and hes like 'you dont live here its not yours' and im like 'i definatley brought it over' and this kid was a dick and graduated when i was a sophomore and hes at a highschool party and his gf is just now only a senior in high school. sick kids, so i was like 'OKAY YOU'RE LIEK 25 AT A HIGH SCHOOL PARTY' and this kid freaks out, goes and gets james and was like 'this girl is being mean to me blah blah' and it was just soooo funny, what a baby. who the fuck does that. he tried to get me kicked out and james was like no chelsey is my girl and more importantly she is austans girl and austan is my dude. haha :) whatever. and all the guys there were liek chelsey is so cool and james was liek YEAH AS YOUR DUDES GIRL AND THATS IT ahah it was so funny.. liz and lindsey came over and stole all this money from these random girls that were there, i'm not into that but they gave me money to keep my mouth shut so that's cool. :D austan and i passed out and then got woken up and he tried to puke but he couldn't.. i duno, we went back to bed & then james made us switch rooms, and i had to get up to work at 9 but then they told me they changed me to 3-close... so that was gay..
i worked 3-9;30 yesterday, it was pretty easy.. they moved me to digital, it's hard to learn all this shit and people are so rude sometimes.. :/ i work all day today with miranda :) yay i love her, and neither of us know shit.. so it's gonna be funny.. i got to leave for an hour and a half to have dinner with austans family for his birthday.. crablegs & steak! his fam got him an acoustic guitar, how neat.
i duno if i wrote about the new guy @ work, tom.. he's awesome and i gave him my number, b/c he told me to take his and i kinda shook it off, joking around.. i thought he was kidding so finally like a week later i gave him mine lol and he called me, we've been texting and stuff. he's in chicago right now b/c his grandma died but he's been going out with friends and stuff so i guess hes having a good time. he wants me to come hang out with him and all his friends and go bowling and party ahha. i guess they always go bowling and hes gonna bring me. :) he's soooo gorgeous and totally someone i see myself with. he's 22, and i duno, i NEED someone older. i feel like i'm so sick of austan, but i'm attached so i can't let go. if i break up with him it's like breaking up my friendship with liz too and that's gay. idk. idk what to do about austan. most of the time i want him to get the fuck away from me & he always thinks im thinkin about dave but i'm not. last night i was thinking about rob and i.. and i told rob i wanted to talk and i duno i read his away message 'amazing night, amanda you rock' and i was like forget it let's not talk robby.. :/ gay. it's 11;11. i have to work in less than an hou rand i wanted to shower.. guess i'm not washin my hurr.
oh speaking of hair.. i got my roots done and my hair looked yellow, i looked like trailor trash. i'm so sick of doing my blonde over and over b/c it's so dangerous to do bleach so they can't leave it on long and it comes out yellow, i hated it so i got brown chunks all over my head so it looks like i have blonde streaks now, it's so hot. the pics are big, so deal.
so i don't know what's wrong with me lately. i miss my friends, a lot.. and i need to get out of here, asap. i'm visiting meagan but not until october or so, i need to get out of here man.