Gradually I'm Dying Inside

Jan 31, 2004 00:35

And If You Should Remember That We Belong Together, Never Be Ashamed-- Call My Name And Tell Me I'm The One You Treasure... Forever

Today was an ok day i suppose. School sucks as always and the dirty and evil looks i gave everyone today were overwelming. I just have no tolerence anymore. I've become so bitter... too bad.

Um i got home and had my tea and then went to my room as the prisoner i am in my own house. So i slept till 6 when i got up and Erin called and arranged plans.

Me, Erin, Jennifer, Taylor, Ashley, Levi, Nick, and Jeremiah went to Taco Hut and then to see The Butterfly Effect.

We just screwed around-- i got to have some enjoyment and i was able to forget the drab of this life for a time... The Butterfly Effect was aboslutely wonderful! I REALLY liked it! I was crying at the end... i won't say no more though! YA GOTTA GO SEE IT!!!!!!

I wish i could run on MY treadmill but since people are always invading my house, I guess i won't tonight.

I feel nothing but emptiness... starved to death for love. I'm gonna turn into a slut because I'm so sexual frustrated. Why do i miss and long for people that don't care for me? How can i miss something that I never had? I'm hoping for sun but it looks like rain.

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Sensitive. you care about the ones close to you and
would do almost anything for them. If they
break your heart, there is no mending it.

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