*the sound of me dying*

[kisstarlightrue]

--I wouldn't have compromised so much of myself for fear of having you hating me

--I would've sung so loudly it would've cracked myself up!

(I became self-conscious of anything exuberant)

--I wouldn't have sold myself short

--I wouldn't have kept my eyes glued to the ground

--If I had've known my invisibility would not make a difference I would've run around screaming proudly at the top of my voice

--I wouldn't have said it was in fact luck

***I’m talking idealism here****

--I would not have been so self deprecating

--I wouldn't have cowered for fear of having my eyes scratched out!

--I wouldn't have cut my comfort off

--I wouldn't have feigned needlessness

--I would not have discredited every one of their compliments

It was your approval I wanted...
Your congratulations