Apr 22, 2004 21:52
Some people... grrrr... I just don't understand
I need some help. I feel funny, kinda light headed, kinda out of my mind. I'm tried many things.
I've come to the conclusion that you won't feel better by trying to make your life better by changing yourself to fit the circumstances-- it doens't work.
I just don't know what does work. And i don't know what i'm doing wrong.
Sometimes. I just wish I had someone to hug. I wish i had someone that understood me without me having to still hold back the slight bit that i do in order to scare everyone away. I wish i didn't have to write on a stupid online journal to try and find some recount and solace to my problems.
I think the problem is i don't even know the problem. so when i try to help myself i just do things differently but nothing works. Dont know what to say and i don't know what to do.
I can't keep doing this.
I might take tomorrow off. I don't feel good.