why me.
ahh so this has been the worst 2 days. ever. so yesterday starting 6th period i'd been feeling really crappy. stomach hurt. nauseous. i had to sit out a few times when i just couldn't take it. then right when it ends i get sick. perrfect. luckily i told my mom to change this audition i had to monday so i wouldn't skip dance. otherwise i'd have thrown up there. haha. on the casting peoples. haha. so then i go home. get sick a few more times. and callie tells me her suspicions and now i feel horrible. i'm gonna start acting liek a bitch to him. i will. Goddamnit why does it have to be liek this. so. i fall asleep at like 8. wow that's a record for me. seirously. but then i wake up at 1:30, to find out someone's asked me to homecoming and i can't fucking go. and he thinks i'm avoiding him btu i was sick but he doesn't know that FUCK. and callie's also left me a message and i call her back cuz she said she'd be up for another 4 hours. but oh well she already was sleeping. and then my dad tells me i've got the flu since i've got a fever of 101. i was also a lil achey but i didn't tell him that cuz i wanted to go to the pep rally today. so i wake up at 11 cuz i thought the pep rally was starting at 12. but i forgot of our weird schedule today cuz i'm smart liek htat. but so callie calls me at 11:15 telling me to get down there so i'm liek OH YEAH the schedule's different cuz i was plannign on taking a shower first. but oh well no time so i call my dad to ask him to take me to school jsut for the pep rally. but he's like are you kidding me you've got the flu, you're gonna make other people get it, people have died from it, you're too sick. so fuck it i can't go. so i call callie back btu she didn't answer-- nwo that i think about it they were prolly already performing Goddamnit. so now i'm just sitting at home with nothing to do, pissed i'm fucking sick and i missed the pep rally. i feel bad ]: the formation's gonna look retarded now i think. ahh and i had so much planned for this weekend. football game... party afterwards... sleeping over at someone's house... trick-or-treating on sunday night/morning with some more partying... then no school on monday since i wouldn't be fit for school.. hah... but now it looks liek either way i'm not gonna be going to school. i'm jsut really hoping it was jsut the 24 hour stomach flu with some random fever thrown in and acheyness too. if that's a word. as long as it's not the flu and i'm better enough to go to the football game tonight. even if it's just for halftime so i can perform. and so long as i get to go trick-or-treating with my friends. ahh i'm hoping. praying. pleeasee let me get better...