"Just enough to keep it together, never enough to make it work."
well.
of all the places i thought i'd be tonight, Derby Royal Infirmary wasn't on the list, yet somehow i ended up getting smashed in the face with a box at work which bust my eye open and pissed blood down my face. fucking wonderful.
so after over an hour waiting around i get it sorted out and whatever, didn't get back to work until like 5am which is like an hour after Jonny leaves so i had to wait ages to get a lift from some random guy at work so i only just got in. and like a twat i left my phone in Jonnys car earlier in the night. pfft.
getting this job was supposed to be awesome. in a way it is, the work i do is piss easy to be fair but the hours are fucking shit. i never see anyone anymore, i go to work, i get home, i sleep. thats all i do day after day after day, and having shit weekends of bullshit rock city or wherever else doesn't really help my outlook brighten up.
well, i probably won't go to work tonight if my eye swells up as much as the nurse said it probably would. which means i'm not going out this saturday as not only am i buying christmas presents and shit but i'm also going to look like more of a twat than usual. fantastic.
i really need to sort this nights shit out. my friends are everything to me and now i may aswell just not have any, after christmas/new year thats it, i'm sorting out my driving license, my car, i'm moving out and i'm getting a new job.
psh. no money, no girl, no drink, no drugs, no car, no cigarettes, no fun, no fucking nothing.
to say i feel fed up with everything is an understatement.
sorry to anyone whos friends page is clogged up with my proclaimation of how pissed off i am but then it's not like anyone reads this shit anyways i guess. whatever. i'm going to go get some cigarettes and work on the canvas i'm making for someone who probably doesn't even want it... which sums everything up i guess.
::Xx.
of all the places i thought i'd be tonight, Derby Royal Infirmary wasn't on the list, yet somehow i ended up getting smashed in the face with a box at work which bust my eye open and pissed blood down my face. fucking wonderful.
so after over an hour waiting around i get it sorted out and whatever, didn't get back to work until like 5am which is like an hour after Jonny leaves so i had to wait ages to get a lift from some random guy at work so i only just got in. and like a twat i left my phone in Jonnys car earlier in the night. pfft.
getting this job was supposed to be awesome. in a way it is, the work i do is piss easy to be fair but the hours are fucking shit. i never see anyone anymore, i go to work, i get home, i sleep. thats all i do day after day after day, and having shit weekends of bullshit rock city or wherever else doesn't really help my outlook brighten up.
well, i probably won't go to work tonight if my eye swells up as much as the nurse said it probably would. which means i'm not going out this saturday as not only am i buying christmas presents and shit but i'm also going to look like more of a twat than usual. fantastic.
i really need to sort this nights shit out. my friends are everything to me and now i may aswell just not have any, after christmas/new year thats it, i'm sorting out my driving license, my car, i'm moving out and i'm getting a new job.
psh. no money, no girl, no drink, no drugs, no car, no cigarettes, no fun, no fucking nothing.
to say i feel fed up with everything is an understatement.
sorry to anyone whos friends page is clogged up with my proclaimation of how pissed off i am but then it's not like anyone reads this shit anyways i guess. whatever. i'm going to go get some cigarettes and work on the canvas i'm making for someone who probably doesn't even want it... which sums everything up i guess.
::Xx.