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soo things are getting a little rough in the boys department. lots of feelings going back and forth. sometimes i wanna kill him and then i miss him and want to see him and sometimes i can't handle what he does to me anymore and then it's wow i can't do this to him and i can't stop liking him. i don't know what to do. it would probably be healthier to be done with him for now and start things up later when we both want the same thing. right now we want different things and it's not going to work like that. i'm pretty sure i'm going to stop with him and focus more on someone who wants what i want. so far it's been tough. i should probably tell him about it. it's so hard to hurt him though. and it's going to hurt me to see him with other girls. yeah i'm thinking about it and it's not going to be pretty. i don't know what to do. college is coming up for them and i'm kinda hoping things will work out because of that. i don't know what to do.
first period exam was cake. and now i'm bored. two hardest exams tomorrow. trig and physics. LOVELY. maannn i wish we had off today. we're seriously the only school that doesnt have off. i think i'm calling my mom and asking her to pick me up early. today is going to be pointless. praying for an A in every class by the end of next semester so i don't hafta come to school week of finals. ohh man. hardcore school girl starting soon. ha. yeah right. well i'm off to nap for awhile. byee.
first period exam was cake. and now i'm bored. two hardest exams tomorrow. trig and physics. LOVELY. maannn i wish we had off today. we're seriously the only school that doesnt have off. i think i'm calling my mom and asking her to pick me up early. today is going to be pointless. praying for an A in every class by the end of next semester so i don't hafta come to school week of finals. ohh man. hardcore school girl starting soon. ha. yeah right. well i'm off to nap for awhile. byee.